stories to share.

I missed the first trip to m.kinabalu held on june. now they organized another one in this year end. Thought that I could go for this. With full of hopes, I brought the form back home but kept it in my bag for few days. I roughly told mum bout it once I back from school. like last time, she complained bout the weather safety blablabla. In the end, i still dont get the answer of course. I ignored her nag then. Was supposed to tell dad bout this yesterday. But I did not as i’ve no guts. Not until today, they announced that tomorrow will be the last day to sign up during the morning assembly. Planned to ask dad straight as I know, he would allow me to go for sure. He’s the best always. we get whatever we demand for. as long as we speak out. as long as it is not over the limit. But I feel like getting permission from mum first. Have to respect her decision still. Again, another attempt I tried. and again, my hopes been thrown way down to the ground. For the countless times of asking, guess what I get in the end? yes, a NO. I mean,  still I cant go for gold expedition!!! :( :( :( Guess I would just give up lah. I’m tired of asking. sick of getting the same answer. 

This actually reminded me about CAS Bronze Award. I’ve been running up and down, here and there to get the signatures from respective teachers. I might don’t look like, but I really hoped I was qualified for it. I craved for it. Most of them in my class signed up and got it. Unfortunately, I did not pass. On Prize Gving Day, I was sitting down there as one of the audience, seeing my friends up on the stage and somehow felt proud of them. I took a long deep breathe and yeah, I’ll try again next year. Congrats guys :)