A Place to Tell.

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at 7:39 PM

Curiosity used to make me wanna know about everything. But right now, I'm finally in believe that sometimes things are better to be kept unknown than known. Because once it has been revealed, it's heartbreaking and I'll go panic.

All in sudden, I feel lost contact with the closest people in my life. For the record, I don't know how should I face them. For the record, I don't know how should I react. For the record, I feel this way. I just want things to go peacefully, without anyone of you has to give up on anyone of us.

Whereas bout the event that I've ever wanted to succeed in it, I failed each time to be honest. I stand up again at where I fall off. I raise up my hope and wish people around can see what I see, get what I get, and click with it. Although most of the time they chose not to bother before I could prove it, my determination is still strong. I'm still ready for the coming attempts. Yet still searching for a support.

Uni life is great, still able to cope up with lessons. The bad thing is, I still rest my eyes and sleep for 10 minutes in the middle of every classes. I just realized the important role of sweet. It keeps me awake! Imagine how many sweets I gotta take per day? It's a bad habit lah :(

P/S: I think I've gotten 2% of independent :)

at 2:35 PM

For the past one week, I've been waking up slightly early to make breakfast! It's ridiculous to hear those words coming from my mouth haha. Well, I just don't want hunger to haunt thefatbaby in the middle of morning classes. And maybe because of this, my stomach starts to drum automatically at certain time in the morning to warn me taking in something. I guess its a good habit on the other hand? ;)

Today is the third day of my so called holiday. Basically, I spent half of the days recharging my battery despite the fact that I should help my mum to clean the house for cny. I just realized how thankful we were to have only 90 minutes of lessons each class back in foundation. Because now, I freaking have 3 hours of lectures every Monday and Tuesday! Even though I'm sitting on the comfy cinema-like cushion, my back still ache and my butt still go flat at the end of the lecture. Another thing is that the homework assigned by Mr Phun on Monday is still not uploaded on elearning! Yet, we're supposed to hand in it on the coming Monday. Urgh, last minute work again.

I'll be out for dinner with the peepos tonight! It's been really long since we had outings huh? So here we gather again ;)

at 8:04 AM

oolala~

第一个学期终于开始了。我真没后悔选了psych course，毕竟知道人的思想和态度是很有趣的! 虽然有些课程已经在foundation大概学过了，但是就当做复习吧。假期时每晚都不到凌晨不睡觉，开课后的第一个星期好辛苦啊! 每天早上6点爬起来，天刚开始亮我和b就到学校了。目的是为了要避免塞车和要搭巴士! :( 搞到我现在11点就累到想要入眠了。所以就算上着喜欢的课，也难免会有打瞌睡的时候。

这两天，我偷偷的上了business的两堂课: accounting & law。满不错! 上课前后一班朋友们都有说有笑，老师也有趣。哈哈~ 但其实我们也不错的，只是拿psych course的只有我们几个，所以气氛也难免没有他们那么的热闹。希望有时间时大家又可以一起聚聚!

至于我的big project也终于大功告成! 它们的主人也应该有开心惊喜和感动到骨吧? 嘻嘻~ 记得要一起努力拼啦大肥猪! 最近发现了自己的听觉有少许退步后还瞒忧郁的。应该是耳机搞的祸吧~ 希望过一段时间后听觉会恢复吧。但老师明明说过耳朵的敏感度一旦弱了就不能补救，因为某某细胞不会再生长。惨了:(

家人与身边的朋友都说我很瘦，还经常问我有什么秘诀。方法是有的，毕竟我知道它的功能是健康而同时又可以帮我们达到个人的标准身材。埃~ 但我总是不知如何分享给大家。之前的我是肉肉的。记得2年前有尝试过五天完全禁食，一天三餐就只靠喝liqua health。当时尝试是因为一时贪玩想清肠，但看见食物不能吃是真的真的真的会疯掉! 那五天后的确是瘦了，但第六天一吃东西后就立刻打回原形。这证明了为了要减肥而不吃是行不通的，反而会折磨自己和伤身。至于我的手脚会变成今天这样营养不良的瘦是因为时常不定时吃，饿坏了肚子搞到胃口不好，然后就一天少吃几餐。而且我喜欢这里吃饱不久那里就睡着，所以就只是tummy特别有肥肉。不知有没有人发现它。其实现在每天上课都需要爬楼梯和走路，我很想借这个机会喝silver8来帮我提高腿的肌肉，好让它们不要看起来那么的脆弱嘛。但是我不是懒就是忘记，不然就没时间。真是头痛，连妈咪怎样催都还是那个字: 懒。

好啦，报告完毕! 晚安!

at 1:59 AM

Glad that my orientation is over! Long hours of sitting and listening to almost the same repeating procedures about administration and stuffs like that really kills. But somehow, some of the talks given by the speakers actually brought up one important point. University life should be lively. And it depends on us to whether make it alive or just living through another experience. This statement triggered my memories back in school when I actively participated in activities with friends, especially during my last year. It felt pretty awesome how things work that way. And I agree that university is for sure another new experience that we will be going through, but at the same time, we should make it fun as well ! ;)

Timetable for this semester is very satisfying because friday is a holiday! Now have to pray that I'm able to grab the slots tomorrow. And well, I guess psych students will be pretty well relax in this semester compared to business students, where their timetable is quite hectic. Poor them :( Taking up psych course is really interesting! Especially the electives available! But thinking of the challenges, I'm afraid I couldn't cope with it. So, extra efforts are needed! Like constant readings, etc. Hopefully la~

Alright, classes starting on this coming monday! I'm looking forward it! ;D

at 2:16 AM

今天就用华语来update吧 :)

本来我是计划今天要下melaka诳街的。身边的朋友都说那边的衣服鞋子食物很一级棒! 而且quality也不错的叻! 听起来真让我sam yuk yuk。因为我plan不好，时间又很急，最后今天我们五人就去了ichiban 吃免费餐哈哈! 多谢papa那幸运伟大的双手啦~

回家前，b带了我们到他表哥朋友昨天新开张的boutique去买衣服。这间店本来是online shop，但现在租了一个单位店。Cheras的朋友可以去参观参观，可以省下postage fees。衣服款式满不错，价钱也满满意。下午在那里买了2件衣，连本来没有打算买衣的leng也选了一套dress! 哈哈哈哈~

晚上因为家里的车全都出去了，而我又想剪修我这一头浓密的发。自己懒的走路，就建议妈咪说开爸爸那公司van出。一上车，发现是manual的。我以为就走路算了，但妈咪却start engine。谁知在车里搞了十分钟，车子还是原地不动。只是向前向后走了几步，然后车就死火。现在想回死火的那个感觉还真恐怖即笑死人。整辆车就是向前跳了3下~ 哈哈哈哈哈哈!

叹~最近发现自己每天都在为了小事而烦恼。不然就不断地contradict着自己，也搞不清楚到底要的是什么。人就一直好累好辛苦。最惨的是，我竟然开始有一点anti-social，每次只想要你在我左右。好想到海滩静听海浪和风的声音啊~ 没有烦恼的。好啦，我真的是时候独立一点了。

希望我能! :)

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)