A Place to Tell.

stories to share.

at 10:02 PM

We share, we argue, we learn. That's us.

Everything that we had gone through in the past 7 months, they made us realize.

You show me the love, you prove it to me.

I'm glad I found you bee.

Hand in hand, we'll hold each other till forever.

xoxo

at 9:20 PM

I've always wanted to go for a hike at Broga Hill, ever since my first sem break. Everyone is talking about the place nowadays and many of them went before! I thought I would have to wait till my december holiday to go there. BUT! Two weeks back, on a Thursday night, I came home and sis told that she was planning to go there with friends that weekend. Guess what stroke my mind immediately? Hehe, my chance has finally came. Since baby and I had plans with papa over the weekend, I tagged along both of them with me!

We came home from Fairlane at 11pm, slept at 1am, woke up at 3am. Both the men were already waiting right infront of my door gate and yet, I was still dreaming in my sleep. I never get ready on time. Tsk tsk.

Had our breakfast at the mamak outside my place. Half of the roti pisang at 4am seemed so full on me. Then, met up with sis friends at cheras and there we go. The journey took around 40 minutes to reach. Not so bad right. Baby wanted to remember the route but failed, because they went through kampung area. So many turns, so confusing.

12 of us, in the middle of the road at 5ish in the morning.

The way to the starting point was really dark. After a short distance, this was where the climbing started.

Although the way up was dark, but I loved how it felt to hike in such situation, with grasses taller than you around. Not to mention also the breeze. Because the hill is so high, half way through when we stopped awhile at one of the peaks, we could feel the breeze blowing so gently on our faces. The wind was like free and natural air-conditional. Haha, love it!

The last part to the highest peak, we had to climb over big rocks with ropes. Liked that part, although it was scary. I'm strong haha! It was almost 7am when we reached the peak, but surrounding was still kind of dark. Took the time to snap pictures while waiting for sun rise. :)

This is really random. (LOL!)

Unfortunately, we didn't manage to see sunrise. It was blocked away by thick clouds. But we stayed up there for quite long. Felt so relax and great laying down on the rock and chit chatting with them. Sis friends were all so humorous. You'll get squeezed every minutes.

The scenery we got to see up at the peak.

Till the sky got brighter, we ate bread with tuna as our breakfast. Thanks tonge for supplying the food. :D Before we headed down the hill, took this to prove that we all got up to the puncak successfully. ;)

Reached home at 10am, took our shower and there we headed to kentut's house for his home made pan mee. Three of us were kind of starving and we thought the food would be served readily once we got there, but the truth was, he didn't even start cooking yet because he wanted us to help out. Smart.

We only got to eat after an hour of waiting. But I loved the soup. Tasted so healthy hehe. Credits to our Chef K! ;D

I miss the view, the breeze, the hiking at Broga. When are we going there again? :)

at 1:56 AM

One heart alone is not enough to hold up and keep too many things.

I name everything as problem recently. I see problems, I think them as a problems, as a part of my burdens. They bother so much that I dream of them in my sleep every night.

It's so hard to express. Somehow, this is the only place where I can throw my feelings and inner thoughts that no one ever understand.

But why am I here now, no idea how to put them in words?

Sigh.

All this while, I've been trying so hard to stay strong. Sometimes even prefer to be silent, because I only want to share happiness with others, not to give worries.

At the end of the day, I guess I'm the one who is pretending.

I'm tired, so tired. :')

at 11:01 PM

I lost myself. Have been switching from blogs to blogs for the past hour. And now, I'm still clicking and reading blogs. It's not that I have nothing to do; I do have. PR plan for film making, revision for marketing, etc. But I'm just here, procrastinating.

Something is in my mind right now. I can't get it off.

at 12:37 AM

On Raya Day, we went to Sepang Gold Coast upon my request since I have always wanted to pay a visit to beach so badly but time is always the major problem. A week earlier I came across a post in a blog showing pictures of the beach. So relaxing, and so beachy. So, I asked him to bring me there, tagged along papa and my sis! :)

Frankly, I was so looking forward the day. But when we got there, it was a huge disappointment. Bro told that it is a private place if we wanna have good activities there. But I thought we could at least go to the sea and feel the nice sea breeze there. But everything turned out the opposite. Because we have basically nothing at all to do there, we refused to wait for the sunset and left the place.

Headed our way to Puchong to dine at a recommended shabu shabu I Love You steamboat restaurant. 30 bucks per head and the food was satisfying. Despite the disappointment that we had about the beach, at least the food made our day. I had pretty much of bbq and steamboat-like kind of food recently. But it was my first time I walked off the restaurant feeling as if my tummy is going to burst out at any second. The ABC soup served there is highly recommended because it tasted slurrrrp~ so yummy!

After dinner, we went over Fairlane and had a good night swim. And you know what, I'm so happy I can finally swim! with a water ball hugged tightly with me. hahahahaa!

Went home feeling super tired although I pigged in the car on the way back. Big thank you to papa, being a driver of the day driving us up and down, east and west! :)

Have a good weekend ahead!

at 12:37 AM

Heard most of my friends commented that Step Up 3 is awesome in 3D. The dancers are like dancing in your eyes. You know, we always got so triggered by these beautiful comments which we will then catch it in cinema as soon as possible. So we went mid valley wanted to watch the movie, but eventually we decided to watch Stool Pigeon. The movie is about stool pigeons who help police to break cases. The movie started off so aggressively, scenes like people being chased over and chopped with parang. Errrh, too much for a girl right. Although pirahna has blood scenes throughout the movie, but I think stool pigeon is much more disgusting and scary. Imagine the fear in you and the pain on those injuries, yet you still need to run for your life. Eeeee :/

Overall, its a good movie though. :)

at 6:29 PM

Lets talk about the subjects that I'm taking this sem. I have attended classes for all three subjects- Stats, Marketing, PR. Stats is quite easy, but the class sometimes makes me doze off. The topics are too dry. Marketing is so far not bad, just it requires so much of our concentrations during the lessons. Whereas PR, is taught by the same lecturer as human comm. Teaching style is still similar as last sem, except the course works for PR are much more interesting and challenging compared to human comm, and the lecturer comes to class so punctually! :X

Moral results were out this afternoon. I got a C, while b passed it. I can officially conclude that both of us passed through all 5 subjects last semester. I think this semester we would knock off the remaining subjects too. Lets get the hard works started! ;D

Life in college has been turning from fantasy in the beginning of the year into sort of hell today. I don't find my place anymore, and I don't even want to have one there. To be honest, I used to feel lucky because I have my own gang of friends whom I could hang out with all the time. But sooner, I started to see through some of the true faces behind the masks. At one point, I was so naive that I kept giving chances hoping the friendship can be fixed back. But you know what? Things gone worst. Bad things happened over and over again until it went beyond the limit. Now, chances are over. I've decided to step back. I may lose friends but at least I don't have to be fake and I don't have to see attitudes everyday.

at 10:01 PM

I have dreams. In order to make my dreams come true, I have to be patient and don't get knock down easily by obstacles. One time fail, there is always a second time. And you know what? Chances are always around us. It all depends on us whether to grab it wisely. My first and foremost aim, or should I say the target that I'm having currently, is my biggest and toughest dream to achieve in my life. It is to reduce my parents' burden, as in their investment in my studies. I would love to take up the burden that they are having now. Not whole, but partial of it. You may say, its so impossible! But I honestly, seriously, sees the chances that I have to achieve the dream in this business.

Like I said in the previous post, I have considered a whole wide area of committing in this work. I have faith, and the strong urge in myself that have pushed me to the commitment. Besides, I do gain knowledge and motivation from each of the meet up. You don't have to trust my words, because when the time comes, you'll eventually agree with me. Really.

Say marketing class, I had my first lesson today. Throughout the lesson, I could tell that I related it to my business. It worked in my brain automatically, because the concepts were so true that I have a good example of a company that fulfills it. I felt great. Really.

Ever since I committed, I actually felt something in my life. I'm no longer feeling empty and lost in everyday life. It's like I have a goal that is waiting me to achieve. The previous me, I study, I plan outings. Whereas today, I'm still carrying out the same routine, but with a goal. I do feel great living that way.

I'm not here to promote about it, but these are just my feelings. I have adopted to rejections from people, I have get used to it. I'm proud I did not get knock down easily or give up half way through. I believe my parents feel the same. But to tell the truth, I do have bad times sometimes. I'm so motivated in the inside, but would get demotivated on the outside. It is a sure thing to happen because everything has its own risk, agree?

Different people have different perceptions. Some may see it, but some don't. I'm still finding and doing it patiently. I'm staying strong. ;)

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)