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at 1:55 AM

First day of the semester, I skipped my first class. I want more holidays, I'm not prepared for lectures at all. Too much important dates running in mind and I hate the feeling of guilt in me. I wanna give my best performance to the others, but this one crazy guy ruin it all. Just as I thought the problems are settled before I headed out today, one sms from him ruined my entire mood during my afternoon class. All I wanted was just home. After the nap, I managed to spill out everything to my siblings and of course the bf. And I felt so much better after the desserts we had. :) But as I reached home, this problem crossed over my mind again. I can't wait to make the call tomorrow morning. I hope it helps.

Apart from that, first lesson today was so stressful. I hate thinking bout those methodology and stats. They just aren't my thing.I know I cant dislike the subject, else it will be tougher for me. The lecturer went through the assessments details thoroughly and I'm sure all my friends are over stressed as me now. But... we have to accept the challenge anyway. Looong sigh.

Maybe I should just take things easy. Nights all !

at 3:55 AM

It's been another month I abandoned this space again.. and today is already 6th of jan! Time flies. I realize this time of year, I actually bought a number of new things for myself. Simple but something that I needed long ago. A pair of good jeans, lion polo, shorts, and the brow pencil. Though they made a hole in my account, but to start off the year, I think they worth it.

I've never feel this great for new year before. Maybe because I've prepared myself with new stuffs for the year ahead. It feels like everything's a new fresh start again. At the same time, classes are starting very soon and I'm entering my second year of uni. No doubt, I've been constantly worried about the challenges that I will be facing. Now it's that time of the year again to decide on the electives to take. On one hand, I'm looking forward to a deeper view of human behavior, emotions, skills, etc. On another hand, I don't wanna spend my fees on subjects that don't lead to my future career. In fact, I've been starring at that piece of paper for two days, and I see myself taking up the course purely based on interest. Sigh... Good things never come together. I think all that I want now is just a beautiful timetable.

I'm feeling a little stressed out. So many things are running in my mind as I close my eyes, trying to get into sleep. I guess what I need is just to be more encouraged and be brave to walk through the coming months. Yes, I need to stop worrying about everything like a coward. Cause as my first semester ends, it means 5 subjects down, my payment coming in, and I'm one step closer to a mid-year vacation with my love and friends!

Well before I head back to bed, I wanna write something about my boy. He... has been so busy with all the cleanings of the new house. On top of that, he started to teach again. So as expected, he's tired and we rarely chat in front of the computer screen. Even when we did, he kept signing in and off due to bad internet line, which can be very irritating la. Recently I've been watching hk dramas and came across a few romantic couples that really got me soooo envied with. But I realized, he actually changed! for good hehe. Each time I complain about problems and raise up my voice, he still cuddles me like usual. The best of all, he talks about our future more now. Haih, how could I put him on a comparison with others. xoxo

I'm gonna start planning on my 2012 resolutions soon. Have you all written down yours? :)

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)