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at 12:16 PM

I had swollen left eye this morning as if I got a punch from someone. Should have taken a pic cause I looked exactly like a ju tao beng!! Just as I decided to skip the one class today, guilt killed me. I kept wiping off the tears coming out of it and it took me an hour for the swollen part to slowly disappear. No more good reason for me to skip the class. So I went! And feeling good again! Got my participation marks and get to discuss on two assignments w the group ppl. Late to class but still, a good example of good student eh? Hahah!

Believe it or not, my first lesson on exceptional children was sitting outside the room with another 10 people or so. The class was so full that every single seat was occupied. It was the second lesson today and I truly felt insulted cause her teaching style is so, primary school-ish. First, she brought mahjong papers and colored markers for the group discussion session then made groups to present the answers. She allocated marks for attendance and participation. God attendance mark is no longer in my dictionary man. Worst, she FULLY utilize the entire 3 hours of lesson. Friends said she looked exactly like primary school teacher the first eye on her! Lol profession determines who we are isn't it? She must have dealt w too many children tsk tsk.

Social psych was interesting as usual cause it's Dr. Goh! I learnt my goddamn lesson during 111 so my eyes and ears have super focus lens on whatever coming out from his mouth :) Not even dare to imagine how quiz life would be when Winnie teaches us d next half of the sem though. Quiz on social psych, lol! Typical style of her. One stressful event this sem would be the defense session for our research proposal w both lecturers and tutor. Shitz

Went brow threading @ bangsar after class and I came home feeling so conned. Wonder did she do the job fully man. That 5 bucks they earn is like a clear profit! Service getting bad...

And not to mention the day ended w a happy and satisfying sort of gathering dinner w d girls. So glad the plan worked out btw! Thinking of next up outings would be the old good trip plans and girls shopping. :)

at 11:55 AM

So, it marks the end of my break after this weekend. Most plans didn't work out. Either I'm too lazy to think or I didn't get good response from my research. Im kinda sad for the fact though. I'm tired of trying.. this and that, everything but not improving. I always plan things but I have no clue how to execute them. It's a weekend tomorrow and malls must be very packed yeah? Sadly I'm not gonna be one of those people there...

at 1:33 AM

Today, I realize a couple of things that scare me so much. Since I woke up late in the afternoon, I skipped breakfast every morning. On top of that, my appetite hasn't been good recently. I only eat food that appeals to me, fast food, cold drinks, etc. When it comes to dinner, the portion of rice I consume is getting smaller and smaller compared to before. No appetite, but I'm constantly craving for unhealthy food. This eating habit has been going on for a couple of weeks and I think I'm getting so thin already. Which is scary. A few shirts that I used to wear are looking loose on me now, the pants are the saddest case :'( I need to grow really. Working on it... let me think.

The hair is another problem. I always ignore mama's word whenever she complains about the hair fall on the floor all over my room. But now I think I've huge concern about it. Yes I have thick long hair but I don't think they are healthy. I haven't been to the saloon for months cause I just don't want to. They always trim the longer hair so that the shorter hair can grow and all reach the same length eventually. But that is not working at all! If that is true, it would have worked today. Here comes the scary part. I always feel a big amount of hair strangled on my palm whenever I wash my hair but today, I actually saw strands of hairs on my palm when I just simply grab my hair. I don't know if this is normal, but I can tell that the hair is getting weaker. Maybe they have insufficient nutrients for such long length of hair under competitive condition on the roots. Conclusion, I'm visiting saloon soon. :'(

I have been constantly working part time for the past 6 months, but scary enough I'm still so broke. Wtf have I done to the $$? Why people earn and save but not me... Then I realize for the past 6 months too, I spent on several trips, make up collections, personal payments, birthday presents and one BIG apple. Food and parents are never on my list gosh! Now I'm so thirst everyday waiting for the numbers of my bank account to increase cause I have one whole list of collection waiting me to get them. But no, I'm sacrificing them for other more realistic plans. :'(

Last but not least, timetable is out and they suck! 3 subjects in exchange for a 5 day classes. I thought I could do something useful on certain days that I need not to go back to uni. Super emo with it. On a brighter note, the subjects all seem interesting. Thats all! I have plenty of things to do but no idea how to get it started. Did research but... they're not helping. Looking for consultants for adviceeeeeeee.

at 3:32 AM

Something for everyone, is a song that never fail to touch down my heart every single time I play. The words are so powerful that it gives me a sense of hope and light whenever I'm stressed out in my academic. When I feel lazy and unmotivated, the song drives me to plan my schedule and stop wasting time. I'm the girl that realizes things outside home. It was my pleasure to get to know this couple, Mr & Mrs Arthur. They are just another self made billionaire that we often hear of out there. But they are the first that I met so close with and they have something different; sincerity. I mean, you can tell from the moment they speak the first word. Not to mention about their years and years of leadership experience.

You know the frequently asked question in test during the primary school days? Write about one person that you admire. I always lied because I have none. But if I were to talk about it again, I would definitely do it proudly this time round. For about 18 months, I'm glad I learnt the precious lesson. And I appreciate that a lot till today because those times was the turn of my life. I'll always remember.

at 1:33 AM

My recent addiction has been prison break! I feel so outdated watching it now cause its first season came out in 2004! I remember I watched a few episodes of S3 when it was showing on tv few years back but it did not really caught my attention. Maybe I was young. lol

Let me clarify, all four season are so good. Just that when I reach the third one, I'm a little sick of watching the game of freedom. They're like breaking in and out, in and out! Frust. I'm finally at the last season now and I think THIS IS THE BEST ONE SO FAR. Everyone unite together, risking life just to get freedom. Wentworth Miller did caught my eye from the beginning of the movie. But slowly, I think I like Dominic Purcell more! Look at his hotness!

Looking good in both simple tees and suit! I love the way he speaks too! Not much of lips moving, but the words are so clear. His famous quote during the break out, 'lets do it' LOL

Look at him, he's so cute in that 'undersized cap'. He's the only one you can't see the eyes lol. His cuteness killed me again. I'm so happy I found this still shot of the scene that I've just watched!

About 20 episodes to go. I'm finishing them slowly, no rush! since I'm already so far behind. hehehe. If you've got plenty of time and haven't watch Prison Break yet, you seriously don't wanna miss this great movie. The story line is a boom. :)

at 3:50 AM

My holiday is here but my sleeping time is still so upside down. I still sleep earliest by 5am and wake up in the afternoon the next day. Seriously so imba! No, it doesnt feel good because my day usually don't go productive when this happens. Yesterday was an exception. I woke up early in the morning and accompanied mama to a car wash. It rained so heavily almost the entire day; the weather was putting you into sleep all time. Guess what? I slept at 11pm sharp. Woke up this morning and there we go, visiting min at Puchong!

My sis said the area is like the black area cause it is always in jam. hahah but we made it today. Timing was good, didn't really got caught in it. The plan was to have dry bak kut teh aka BKT (lol!) at one of the shop nearby. Since we don't go all the way there often, we went to shop around at IOI mall after the meal. I was looking for black slack, and I felt like I saw light at the end of tunnel when one of the slacks I tried in Brands Outlet actually fits my waist, my hip and my dearly legs well enough. I bought one piece, the bf got himself a new suit for his phone, shirts, and pants hahah while min accompanied two of us all the while. I always think she would be doing really good in guiding a tour; she's always with recommendations, on anything at all! Consider the job in future maybe? hahahah

After shopping, we went over Boulevard to try Ochado. Grape yogurt for min, pop egg milk tea for him and green milk tea for me. The word yogurt triggered my taste bud on NZN forestberry yogurt again! I'm so getting it on the 30th this month!! hahaha ok la, Ochado made the recommendation job easy by displaying their top drinks at the counter. So, try each of them first. Don't repeat my mistake lol !

Today has been so good cause you know, I haven't been really hanging out with friends for some time. Today's a good start! Up next will surely be the steamboat plan! weeeeeee...

Eventually I came home with this,

an ear cap I'd been searching for my phone. So thoughtful, thankyou girl!

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)