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at 7:12 PM

It was a total embarrassment. Someone, kill me please. :/

at 10:32 PM

Quite bored with my recent posts which are all about events that happened daily. No idea why I blogged that way, but yeah, I just don't feel good with it. Life seems great with friends and outings almost everyday but on the other hand, I'm falling out of the track in my studies as day goes by. Everything seemed like kacang in the beginning and that's why when the lessons get tougher, I kind of couldn't adapt to the sudden drop. What's more when assignments and quizzes are both coming towards my way. So worried, so lost. And I can see there are more outings upcoming till CNY over. Busy month. I'm no good in managing time when both play and study meet together. I just feel like swearing now.

Anyways, lunch together on sunday noon was great. Had a nice talk with everyone. Big day this friday! :)

I'd a sweet dream about you last night. And I kind of got the hidden truth that I keen on for long in the dream. I woke up just right after the truth revealed. haha but its just a dream after all. I know this feeling should have faded long ago but no idea why I still hold on till now. Should put an end to the wonderings and tortures I gone through all this while. Time to seriously let go. You'll stay somewhere deep down in my heart forever. :)

at 1:30 AM

Assignments and homework load are both putting pressure on me slowly in week 3. How many weeks left to next semester ah? 11 weeks! If I would have to use one word to describe my feeling at the moment, I would say, STRESS! I've been reminding myself to do revision more often since college started. Because last minute study sucks a lot. Spm has proven everything. Yet, I still failed to start flipping the very-thick textbook. Ahh fk! But not to worry, my life in college is still good and lovely. :)

Met up with joshua together with jiayong in midvalley straight after class on thursday. And I think we were in bad luck that day. It was raining so heavily with strong wind in the afternoon and imagine how we took cab. Both of us were all wet by the time we reached mv. Then accompanied lamlam to buy his art pens- some canggih highlight-like color pens with brush i think. Only pro people use them. hahaha jy and I were like so jakun in that shop. Then, we sempat to catch the movie spy next door in gardens. There were only a handful of people in the cinema and as usual, the cinema was like a freezer. The movie was okay la. Not to say good or bad. After movie, they had chicken rice for dinner but I ordered only drink because chicken rice is currently still in my blacklist. Then left mv around 8ish after dinner. Definitely gonna meet up with him again because *cough cough*. :) Maybe tomorrow? hehe thanks for the ride anyway.

Went for the movie date with my college buddies at mv the next morning and watched toothfairy. The movie was quite nice la, better than spy next door. Then had lunch in sushi zanmai. After lunch, shopped around a short while then took cab back to college for orientation night around 5pm. The event haven't started though we actually reached there a bit later. So yeah, went to our best place to lepak- learning space. Orientation night wasn't that bad after all. Because I didn't plan to attend in the first place. But I'm happy I went, no regrets. The MC and games were both great. Not to mention, the performances. haha was surprised my english and maths lecturer performed. One as vocalist, another as guitarist. Whereas food of the night, i'll just skip this. *p/s: my vege tasted sour. any idea why? :S haha and not to mention, the dancing part was a total wreck. So overall, the night ended very well. Though I was really exhausted when I got home but for the funs and bonding session we had, everything worth it. This tuesday :)

As for today, pathetically we have replacement class for next monday. Today I kind of fall out of the situation so many times due to the insufficient of sleep recently. Have been waking up early to college then back home at night. I need a break to all this. Having class on saturday makes me even lazy and hardly concentrate. Because 'i should be sleeping at this time' kept running in my mind. The best thing is, the traffic was so smooth all the way. How nice if everyday is like weekends, no jam and less human being in coll. I likey. :)

And! Today's my second driving lesson. But this time taught by different driving uncle. He's like thousand times better than the previous one. I actually understand more and at least in conscious state. Unlike last time, blur and sesat to the max. haha looking forward to the third lesson tomorrow. AND! Outing with my dear leng leng and the gang tomorrow too! Seriously, I miss everyone like c.r.a.z.y. As usual, can't wait! ;D

Cash flowing out like nobody's business. Sobb!

at 1:32 AM

I survived week 2. ;)

Despite having classes in the afternoon and wandering around thinking what to have for lunch, I'm truly in love with my college life. The new environment, new subjects, new friends, etc... everything still seem fresh to me. The bad thing is I tend to lose my concentration in afternoon's class. I blame the 2 hours break stuck in between the classes. Waiting the time ticking by on its constant slow speed is really testing on my patience. And you wouldn't get to find a suitable place to at least take a short nap. It's so irritating when you get exhausted for nothing! Besides that, lunch is another frustrated thing. Have been taking in all the yucky food for this whole week. Everything tasted, just so wrong. Big sigh. Now I see the advantages of school canteen. Damn, I miss it. X|

Oh I actually noticed this funny thing since orientation day. There are a few familiar faces in my college who looks very alike to people in cempaka. No idea why. It's like their duplication. I was totally shocked when I first saw them but come to think about it, I feel funneh. hahah ;D

Hmm, I'm starting to miss high school. Not too much on the lessons, but more on the events and activities. And I actually miss my school uniform a lot. XD All I need to do back then was just wake up and change without thinking any further. But now, I've to consider my outfit every morning- which is very memafankan. And of course, my life in high school wouldn't be any better without my dearly friends! I miss them like shit. It worries me la, especially when I heard those bad news/problems coming from them. This is only the first week. Hopefully everything goes smooth later. We've so many updates to do. Lets talk like freaks tomorrow night ya? Can't wait! ;)

My stress level is increasing every week. Soon I'll have my quizzes, presentations and then mid term! I see them waving to me already. It's time to kill the laziness and get motivated!

How would you feel when you're disturbed by an indon-like guy with long damn hair who drives Alphard? Eww.

at 2:01 AM

Okay. I just got home from college and I'm truly TIRED right at this moment. Simply because I only had 3 hours of sleep yesterday night and this made me went dizzy and sleepy for the first time during finite maths. Next, I have to admit that computing is an interesting subject, yet the lessons are a little bore. Imagine you sit, look at the slides playing on the screen and listen to the explanation from your lecturer. And that goes on for 2 hours. You'll surely feel the pain in your ass after the first 30 minutes. So yes, that was exactly what happened today. It makes me feel like puking each time I walk pass the lecture hall!

haha enough of complain I guess.

On the happier side, my first driving lesson was yesterday! Hmm, overall it wasn't too bad but there are still certain things that I'm still not so familiar with. Gonna have my 2nd lesson in the end of next week! Because the uncle will only be back from his trip by then. Hopefully I wouldn't forget how the gears work and all. AND it's kind of funny that after my first driving experience ever, I'd a short term phobia in it. Which I never thought I would felt so. Hmm, weird.

I didn't realize I actually have quite a number of photo frames from my darling friends. Not until I found them all in the boxes. So there! I utilized them. ;D

They put a smile on my face every morning I wake up and every night before I go to bed. <3

haha someone's missing in the group pic. No worries, I HEART u alot still ! ;)

5 hours of back to back classes tomorrow. rawrr ;( I shall go to bed now. Nights!

at 11:55 PM

Haha I'm a bit late, but it's still the beginning of the year so happy new year! ;)

New year eve was spent in eleng's house with the rest. It was like a small gathering before our colleges start. We eat, drink, twister, chit chat, and countdown at her place. Came back home around 1ish in the morning with sore throat, headache and whole body was in pain. Didn't have a good sleep that night as I woke up every 2 hours. And the next morning, I got sick. Fever and all. So the very first day of 2010, I was dead sleeping on my bed all day long.

My new year equals to new college life. Everything is about college this year. haha it's like we're entering another stage higher in life, a whole new start again. Orientation day was okay. Some speeches were surprisingly interesting, some were so so. The best part was when they talk about societies and activities in college. Sat there whole day long and imagine how my ass suffered through. Overall everything is good that day. So right after I settled with my study groups, I headed to mv with my sis to get something. The sisters popiah there was heavenly yummy. Two thumbs up! :)

I had classes today though it's the second day of college. I heard some college haven't started yet. So yeah, I had mine today. But they were quite bored la, because we don't have any textbooks/notes yet. So, the lecturers gave introduction to the subject throughout the one and a half hours class. Both lecturers today are young, pretty and good looking. and they're so humorous. hahah that's the good thing. Made the payment at bursary and got my offer letter as well as student card today. The officers were all efficient, friendly and helpful. I likey. ;)

I met new friends there but things are going quite complicated now. So yeah, hopefully tomorrow will be a good day and everything goes smoothly. Came back home straight to my bed on both days, so tiring seriously! It's been some time since I needed to wake up this early okay. To those who have started their classes, all the best in college!

Might not be updating so much for some time unless there's something productive or whenever I feel like doing so. So, take care people!

Ciao.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)