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at 3:15 AM

Heluu, I'm home from the NYE party while bigfatb and the others are having their second round at friend's house. The double eyelids on my left eyes is pretty annoying. It's like not only I couldnt open my eyes big, but I also get tired easily. Well, first day of 2011 feels like another ordinary day to live through. But when I think seriously, oh gosh. It's another brand new year! It's a good start to achieve more challenges and mark down another memorable 2011 !

Looking back in 2010, it was a year filled with a mixture of happiness, fear, pressure, emotional days, etc. It's always a mixture isn't it? Right now, I could only think of the extreme happiness I had and the extreme under pressure days dealing with assignments of subjects I dislike. GAWD I've gone through the hard days! for now~

I couldn't predict what's gonna happen this year. But the facts are, one by one people are gonna leave very soon. I'm entering degree. I'm facing new challenges in my relationship. It feels like time is so limited now! :X Frankly speaking, saya memang sangat takut menghadapi kedatangannya.

Although new year resolutions do not work well on me, but still I have just jotted down a few for this year! Have a brand new year ahead too peeps! ;D

at 2:17 AM

Results finally out this morning! Super relieved that I'm officially graduated from foundation. Now moving a step further to degree. It maybe tougher? I feel so old suddenly. The clock is tickling away every seconds that I'm afraid 3 years of uni will end in a blink of eyes. Then it will be time to go for work yada yada. Now I seriously feel old. Anyways, results was okay la. At least no fail, but still didn't manage to achieve the grade I aimed for certain subjects.

I met a old friend of mine today. We were in the same primary school back then but she's a year younger than me. I've forgotten how the hell we got so close to each other during standard six. Different grades, different classes and yet... close. Although we went into different pathways in high school, we still keep in contact. It's like we lost it, then found each other, lost again, found again, etc. It's fate maybe. Haha anyways, am really glad to meet her in person today! ;)

Another thing that made my day productive is that I rearranged all the papers and textbooks on the table this afternoon. I had the motivation that pushed me to clear all of them right after I checked my results. Another reason was my bigfatb too. I thought today would be another boring depress day, but it turned out not bad. Now I'm off to bed!

xoxo

at 5:04 AM

Hohoho~ Merry jingly christmas!

It's christmas eve today. Jam is everywhere in the evening just now. My lovely dovely big fat pigg decided to bring me out for shopping at mv and pavilion on this special eve. When my sem break just started, I had the super strong urge to do shopping! But today, I lost that 'rush'. Eventually, we only got ourselves a casual shirt at 20 bucks each. After a simple lunch, we headed to pavilion. I was hoping I could get something there. A week ago, I spotted a shirt from Forever 21. A week later, which is today, it is out of stock .__.

Then, B brought me for lunch @ Shabu One, Lot 10. Teehee, it's my favorite steamboat buffet! Unfortunately, they claimed that today is a public holiday. Thus, we couldn't get to eat at student price. Thinking back now, does christmas eve even counted as public holiday? Feels like money being corned.

Had a tiring all day out. But I still feel great and happey. Plus I came home with two mini piggies hehe. Looking at them, they practically look like you.

爱你, 大肥猪♥

at 6:35 AM

Year two thousand ten is soon coming to an end. And here we are organizing another christmas celebration within our gang. Apart from pure celebrating the event, we took this opportunity as a gathering for us as well. Unfortunately, our peng peng still couldn't join us.. It's now her peak season for assignments.

Last year, we had a awesome christmas stay over, snow at Pavilion, and what's more than SPM was over at the damn right timing. So this year, we decided to do it again! Due to the family plans some of us have, we had to brought forward our christmas plan. So, we did it a little early this time. ;)

We had been planning to have turkey dinner during christmas time for god knows how many years ago. And Chef Jasumin made our dream come true this year! Not exactly turkey, but something like turkey(LOL!). She came out with a menu, and its so mouth-watering to see her lists of food she's gonna prepare that night.

Here's our Chef, with a chicken. XD

That morning, we divided the job to get ingredients. Jas, leng, yan & papa went to market, while B and myself went supermarket. Luckily we went separate way, if not we wouldn't manage to reach Fairlane by noon. Once we reached, chef made us spaghetti for lunch. *winks* After lunch, some had to stuck with books while some watched movies. But guess what the chef was doing? Hahaha she was busying washing chopping chicken, veges, etc. We all got really bored soon, hence, we played cards, then camwhored, etc.

In the evening, chef started her cooking. And we did help out abit of here and there. One by one, the food were prepared. And god knows how suffered we were to nonstop inhaling the freaking good smell of food. It was like you see it, but you cannot have it. GRRRR.

Dinner were prepared as soon as our boss kww arrived. We then made our way to Pavilion for the snow and pressie hunting for yan and our boss. The crowd was huge, although the so called snow is made up of soap. Haha, people were still happy snapping with the decorations around at the entrance of the mall. So did we! :) As soon as that ended, another god knows how hungry we were. Very quickly, we walked back to Fairlane and heated up the food.

Guess what our chef prepared for the dinner? From garden salad to butter rice to roasted chicken to mushroom soup to mashed potatoes. Everything self-made. AND THEY TASTED LIKE BOMB I SWEAR!

No doubt we were veryy hungry, but I insisted to take a group picture first. ><

After photo session, we ate in silent. Totally silent that 'nom nom nom' is the only thing we heard. Too hungry to even say a word. We managed to finished everything very soon, including the chicken. Left everything unclean on the dining table and had our pressie exchange time! hehehe.

We had to go through so many rounds because one of us kept getting back own pressie. Last year, I got papa's friendship photo frame. This year, I got leng's candle. C: We were so hyped up by then, immediately we took a group picture again before the string spray war starts. And again, we had to take so many shots due to the lack of self control to 'revenge' and start the game.

The night then ended with the room filled with string sprays all over the curtains, the bags, the bed, the wall, and not to mention the entire floor.

The fun moment only lasted like one minute I guess. Just too fast haha. Then only we realized the mess that we've made. It's about time for some of them to leave, so papa sent them back home. The remaining of us cleaned up the mess. Kww and B swept, mopped, wiped, and even brushed the floor because it was so difficult to clean off. Apart from that, they even washed the toilet and mopped the entire house. On the other hand, I cleaned up the plates and cooking utensils. LOL, a brilliant way to digest the food that we had earlier.

I would say, the celebration turned out not so bad after all. For sure this marked another good memories in each of us. Hmm, maybe next year we shall have something different. *winks* Had a great night, great dinner, great memories. I know our chef was real tired, we appreciate it! alot! Thanks Jassie and your awesome cooking! <3

4 days to christmas and very soon, new year eve will be here and here we come another awesome day to welcome a brand new year two thousand eleven! Hope you guys have a jolly christmas out there!

MERRY X'MAS(in advance!)

at 2:06 AM

Karma?

What I am feeling now is maybe how you felt back then. This has been bothering me for quite some time. But I chose to avoid the topic because I didn't want to fail any of the plans that you've made. I might be the one acting over sensitive. No worries. :)

On the other note, I feel my life so dull and fail for the very first time. It feels like nothing turns out the way I want it to be after all the efforts. It feels like I can't even handle myself. It feels like I'm a total failure in life. Plenty of things I'm considering at. Previously, I was so down over friends. Just when it is turning much better now, other problems started to pop out. What I'm doing now, is just spreading partial of my focus into something interesting and something that has to do with my life, my future. But in one week time, everything else changes too. The rope is like loosen up, and I'm left behind floating alone in the middle of nowhere. No, I really can't take this anymore. I just notice, the more I say, the more complicated things are, the more people I hurt. Myself and here are the best place somehow.

Sorry, ngok.

at 9:21 PM

I've officially completed my foundation course this afternoon. I'm still super worry for my PR paper because I know I didn't do well. God please just let me pass 16% of the paper and I'm over it! I'm now also getting ready myself to face the fact (that I fail the subject) when the time comes. As for the other two papers that I'd sat, I did my best.

So, I have about two weeks more of holidays on my hand. I'm still thinking of how to spend my break wisely. I wanna do something meaningful and not waste time. Of course, a few outings with friends. Talking about outings, surprised to see me here blogging on a last-exam-day and a friday night? Haha, need not to surprise people. I'm just here... at home... seeking for rest and silence. Friends are enjoying their wonderful night at pyramid. Oh you know what? Most of us in the gang actually sat for our last final paper for the semester although everyone is in different courses. Great. Now we can have fun without worries.

I lost my mood to continue writing. Alrite, time to pack my stuffs for tomorrow. Have a great holidays ahead peeps! ;)

at 11:54 PM

At this point of my life, I'm confused. I mean, I was glad I found my interest in psych and actually knew my pathway before I enter college, which is why I've enrolled myself in the foundation program in HELP. Now I'm almost completing my foundation program and gonna enter degree in less than a month! But all in sudden, I doubt whether should I really go for psych course next year. It had me thinking quite awhile and did research on other courses available. I was thinking, in foundation, I've taken psych, marketing, PR, human comm as my electives. Out of all these, I found myself doing good and interested in psych and marketing. Human communication was quite common sense whereas PR was a big no no.

Eliminate econs, eliminate accounts, and what's left? Yes, I thought of mass comm, specifically marketing communication. So, I glance through their subjects in the brochure. Hmm, everything revolves around advertising, media, maybe public speaking, a little bit of marketing, and even FILM! Sounds interesting, sounds cool. But I doubt I can handle them SINCE I dislike PR and I think marcomm has similarity to PR.

After circulating one big round of my own interest, I decided to think again on psychology. The subjects, I'm fine and I think I can handle them! Most importantly, I have interest in it! I supposed I'm ready to deep myself in psych field.

But...

at 1:35 AM

Well, I just had dinner with the same old gang of people again and I don't remember what brought us to the topic about outdoor activities. And all in sudden, we got so excited in the restaurant haha. Let's list out a few here.

I personally love hiking a lot. I'm fine at going up hills, but definitely not coming down since I dare not to slide fast like how others would prefer. And usually I got all my muscle ache and pain on my knees due to over dependent on the energy on knees. Remember the leadership camp that I went to in July? Even though the one in camp was not really counted as rock climbing, I realized I love rock climbing too. haha~ I've tried wall climbing once during my high school, but I don't think I like it. The wall is so flat, and you need hell lot of energy on both your arms to hold on yourself when you're 'hanging' on the wall. So, exception for wall climbing yeah. :)

Next is white water rafting! Oh god, I've also tried this once in my life and I found it so interesting! I remembered I was so shit scared of it the week before I go for the camp, worrying I would sink in the water since I don't know swimming! But yeah, after trying it, I ask for more now. hahaha~ I miss this seriously.

360 degree turn, tried it as well but dare not to try much again. I just don't like the feeling of your butt leaving the coaster sit. It doesn't feels good at all. It makes you wanna puke, and feels like you're gonna fall off to the ground at anytime. Maybe I could still accept those minor type of these, but definitely not those big big ones. :/

Alright, the following types of activities are too challenging and... I haven't tried them before... and might not try it in future as well. Who knows.. :) For me, bungee jumping, skydiving, and others activities that involves flying in the air are way too challenging. Some people wish to fly like birds, without any controls and problems. But I'm definitely not one of them. I dislike the feeling of flying high up in the sky, and in super high velocity. It's just so scary, agree? IF one fine day my guard is up, I would definitely try them! Sometimes we need some 'breaking point' in life isn't it? LOL.

Boo me. I've never tried pirate ship before although they say Genting Theme Park has one. Erm, I didn't even spot it in there. :/ They say its not scary but hmm, I remembered I shouted like crazy on a ferris wheel few years back. The way it imba makes me feels like falling to the ground at anytime again. Anyhow, I would love to try on a pirate ship one day hehe.

Zorbing, I find it quite interesting through one of my friend's VNR in our PR assignments. It doesn't look scary to me. Will definitely try it too! :)

I'm very amazed with people who dare to try on activities like bungee jump, which I have no guard to try on yet. Some people even sees these as an enjoyment or even a way to release stress. It sometimes makes me feel like a failure to afraid of trying them. I'm sure it feels pretty good when I manage to overcome my biggest fear (except on THE animal). All I can say is, never try never know. Water rafting was a good good example. :)

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)