A Place to Tell.

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at 1:20 AM

Woke up at 8.06am this morning and reached straight to my mac for accounts class. I actually thought I was late, but dang! no one was there! only adrianpansengfoo -.- So we both blur-ed for like 30 minutes. Then only figured out that we need to add our teachers in skype and have lessons there. URGH.

Lessons went on as per usual time table. But! Seriously, online classes are veryVERY tiring. First of all, everyone would start chatting and discussing unnecessary things which is totally unrelated to the subject, instead of learning. It's good, cause we can relax ourselves and lazy around. Bad, when the entire chatroom goes totally wrong, having everyone confused and frustrated. It's quite funny though. Seeing these kind of situation in skype. So many people, too much say!

Conclusion:

I'm not into online learning @ home.(although we get to eat/do other things/gaming while having lessons) :P

But again, what an experience. :)

First time for me again to have headache after spending half of my day infront of an apple.

Also, all thanks to school closed down, my friend list in skype increased. from 6 contacts initially to...

Nah, let's test your addition skill in maths! :P

This unexpected holiday has given us an extra time/opportunity on catching up with homework, AND revision.(trials are coming real soon!) My progression is going quite slow actually, but I'm glad I manage to push myself to study. The thing is, I hate when I'm stuck with all the question marks and doubts. :(

Okay, 2 hours of phychem tuition tomorrow morning! The 'ohhh no!' teacher, HAHA. well, inside joke.

Nights, readers.

ps: an extremely RANDOM post. :)

at 12:41 AM

Things happen really unpredictable and so fast that I believe most of us just freaked out. Swine flu actually hit one of the students in our school recently. And it's getting more and more people getting infected. To be frank, I personally don't really care much in this case although I know it's dangerous out there. Not until it happens in our school. Now, I'm starting to feel scare and arh, just don't know what to do.

I went school today and well, the air was just so not nice and fresh to breathe in. Somehow I felt like it had been polluted. Mum asked sister to stay away from me afraid that I'll bring the virus back home and she'll be the next to get infected. Cause she has been coughing for months and still not recovering.

What's worst is, I could kinda feel the heat in my body right now. Hmm, I hope everything is fine tomorrow morning.

God bless.

at 10:33 PM

Am trying to focus and concentrate on my study. But ah, I hardly do so. I actually wondered how did I manage to study when I was in form 3. So much to study back then, at least I've gone through it. But now, I couldn't find back that passion in me. I'm so nervous for trials seriously. At the same time, panic!

Oh god. My engine rust already. Oil please?

at 2:02 AM

Ok. This is going to be a long post.

Ready?

First of all, today is report card day. My second last RCD in high school. haha, finally. We usually have this in the morning but well, it's a bit different this year. Parents can only collect their children's report card at 2.30pm. which means, we have lessons in the morning! -.-

We had PEKA experiment on urine test for biology the first period. Everyone was told to not take in any food or fluids starting the night before until the experiment is over as it will affect the results later. And surprisingly, I followed the instructions. ha ha. All thanks to jasmine, I had to drink 750ml of mineral water. Collecting our own urine and measuring it were really really urgh, disgusting. Then you know what, I kinda have short-term phobia on drinking water during the hours in school today. But it's getting better now. :) what an experience!

Mum was supposed to meet my tutor, Pn. Nor at 2.45pm but she came late! grrr. But nah, I had a good time with missy seah and the gang. :) This seldom happens, you know. I should've listen to the advise from my 'parents' earlier. I'm so freaking regret now! :(

Why?

Because of this.

The pressie for joshua is still with me. sigh. I usually don't like giving people presents when their birthday is over. It's like no point doing that. I'm late for a week(for some reasons), so I actually stayed up yesterday night to finish up the card for him. But you know, he was with his friends for all time. That I hardly find a good time to pass the present to him by my own. Then when I wanted to give him, he freaking went back home. Wth?! Have to wait til Monday then. T_T

Cambridge exam yesterday was hmm, not okay. It's really a waste of money seriously. Everyone has been forced to take this, and they do this by making it compulsory for every student and fees for the exam is included in our school fees. whatthehell right? I don't mind sitting for the exam if we are allowed to choose the type of exam we would like. But this is really, melampau lah.

Today's Friday again. Phew, a really tiring week after school reopened. I just came back actually from the movie 17 again with sister. Abit late huh? hahah anyways, the movie is good. But I just don't seem to enjoy it really much. Don't know why.

I'm really worried of our syllabus and the teaching progress in school. Trials are in about two months, and there is so much more to cover for almost every subject. Yet the teachers are still slumbering. Seriously, too much of school events. Another thing is my beautiful results. sighh.

End.

at 9:00 PM

CPE is tomorrow. Oh no!

It's really really menakutkan.

at 5:40 PM

It's so saddening that commerce 1 students did not follow us in the hospital visit. But on the brighter side, we finally not visiting the boring HUKM this time. We've been visiting the same damn place ever since form 2, if I'm not mistaken. Instead, we visited the hospital in Serdang today. The fresh look, different corridors, different wads, different faces. Ahh, what can I say? It's way better compared to HUKM. :)

Came back school around lunch time. Had chemistry, was doing PEKA report. Then, moral. Pn. Anita told us that the correct aspect that we must have in our kerja amal. Guess what? My supposedly-done moral folio has now became an incomplete one. Because one of the title is considered under the same category. Which means, I needa work on this stupid thing again.

I mean, why didn't she tell us earlier? Everyone is only a step away in completing everything and then she says this. Oh well.

I laughed so hard yesterday. And today, I had a good talk with my so called daddy! :)

I suppose the super-sudden-close friendship that lies between both of us is actually causing a lot of misunderstandings around. Nah, we're just... friend. But I'm really happy to have another friend like him where I could just be the mean-est girl ever. :)

I heard some of them saying that, for once in their life, they're afraid of report card day. So am I!!! :(

at 10:12 PM

I've been staying up till very late night, then wake up at noon the next morning throughout my holiday. Ahh, I know. Unhealthy lifestyle. But well, I couldn't help it. I just love the night atmosphere; if had to compare to daytime. Plus, the sister is studying so hard every night, or should I say, cracking her head on tones of paper sheets and super thick books with just one aim - to PASS in her final exams. She had failed twice in her business paper before this and is afraid enough to retake again. Hmm, that's why.

I planned to finish up my moral project by yesterday. But apparently, mission failed. We freaking slept at 6 in the morning(the power of teh tarik), but I only managed to complete one kerja amal. Of course, I started the work quite late. But seriously, am so enough of karangan!!

I was putting the picture of joshua and myself into the frame that I bought as his birthday pressie(with the shells i stick on it). I personally like it so much, but... we seem to be more like a couple in the picture, with the frame! Then my mum complains. Hmm well, even if I choose the other photo, it would result the same. Because, it gives the same thought in every single pic we took! So, I'll just leave it that way. Think in another way lah. The gift is fucking sweet okay! Simple & nice & for our friendship. How I wish I could get one too! :P

There goes my 16 days holiday. Almost everyday was unproductive one. Tomorrow's the last day then school reopens :(

OFF i go, finish up moral.

P/S: I'm craving for the pictures that night! Monday, okay? >))

at 2:47 AM

She spends so much time to get him off her head. But word speaks louder than action. For all time, he has been popping in and out of her mind from time to time, without failing. His texts have always been wished to appear again on the screen of her phone, like how it worked those days. Now that she is wondering if he had already found his girl. So much courage that she needs, in knowing the truth. Still she failed, again and again.

because she's living in confusion;

because she doesn't know what to do next;

because she's afraid to fall again.

most importantly,

she's afraid to lose.

l.o.v.e sickness. sorry can't help it.

Am seriously tired of this.

I need to get out of this trap.

at 12:59 AM

To forget the unhappy past, begin the day with the widest smile.

I'm on the top of the world today.

Thankyousomuch for the day! :)

at 11:55 PM

One week gone. Another week left.

I've been complaining too much on tuition during this holiday. and quote from my mum,

be patient and just get over your spm year.

Then, you see this.

Sis called after her class and wanted to take me out for lunch. But sadly, I have to go for my tuition. She has been doing this two days in a row, and then she wondered, since when I have became a tuition f.r.e.a.k ??

Well, I don't know. We have been missing too much of phychem tuition and the teacher is doing the replacement classes for us. So yeah, there goes my holiday.

As for now, my holiday homework are almost done. Except for the 3 karangan contoh and moral project left, which I'm really lazy to finish up them now.

Nah, just a random post here. I feel so unproductive for the past 6 days. It's really frustrating, you know.

P/S: I'm so craving for a shopping day now! I SERIOUSLY in need of buying new clothes!

at 12:51 AM

School.

Surprisingly, I'm starting to hate the school. So much for the fees, with various facilities.

But when it comes to the teachers and friends, am just so fucked up.

I'm saying this, because I've done the comparison. and I see difference.

... ...

SPM is getting nearer days by days. In about six months time, I'll be leaving the school. Precious memories left behind, they'll surely not to be forgotten. You guys had made up a long and previous chapter in my life. Honestly, having a bunch of friends like you people, am seriously, so lucky and happy. Because I could just be myself and the happiness will come to me on its own. Exception for you.

Friends are all about sincerity and willing to sacrifice self for others good. Ever since that incident, I've lost faith in you. It's not worth at all for me to do anything for you anymore. Because, you don't really care of anyway. I actually doubted if you did realized, when you go for your own benefits, when you don't care about my feelings.

You started this, and thus, I'm doing this.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)