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at 4:43 AM

Ha! I'm finally back to here again. This little space here used to be the place where I express my inner thoughts, my feelings, or simply just recording down the memorable events that I had. However, things are getting harder to be expressed in words.. Maybe that's why I don't blog so often these days.

To start with, last two weeks were hell packed with assignments. Glad I managed to hand in all of them on time despite I started unusually late. Perhaps I could already predict the grade I'll get, but still I did my best in completing them. Hopefully I won't be too upset with the grades later cause the feeling really kills. D: What's left for the remaining half of the semester is just another two assignments coming up and finals. Time flies again. So much so that I'm soon to enter my second year of degree in another 2 months.

Well, the triple As sent off ww at KLIA two days ago. We have been hanging out quite a lot last year and even often this year. The fact that his flight being delayed for so many times had all of us shocked when he has been confirmed to be leaving in another 3 days. I bet he felt the impact most after being so annoyed of waiting and waiting for the confirmed date all this while. That morning he dressed so smart, we took pictures, chit chat a bit. There were times he stayed silent, and we can tell he was nervous and of course, not wanting to leave us. As he slowly fade off from our vision, we headed home. I know it takes time to adapt to the new environment there, but he surely can make it. Just that his forgetfulness and blur-ness do have us a little bit worried sometimes. No idea why but the worries are just there. But still, deep down I wish him all the best! Really glad that he's finally on the track again. Till we meet again, take care ww! We definitely miss every bit of you. :)

I strongly believe that the changes in the environment are the main component that lead to our current behaviors and thoughts. I used to feel elegant and grounded in thinking just back in a year. However, the changes in the family have given quite a great impact on me. I don't feel quite comfortable expressing myself to the others but to allow time to slowly fade off problems. Obviously doing so doesn't help cause every now and then certain events would eventually triggered those memory of mine. In order to escape, I tend to put the blame on everyone else and just being angry. It's hard to forgive and forget than we say it. Needless to say accepting a fact and willing to face the reality.

It was so bad that the boyf had quite a bad period with me because I was not satisfied with everything around me, so hot tempered that I never finish complaining about everything. I knew it was just me being lost in identity. I wanted to control but hardly. So fortunately that now I am somehow starting to adapt to the changes around. I was finally tired of being determined in something I always wanted to succeed in but having no one there to support my decision. I have to be independent that I do works that I never thought I would end up at. As I kept reminding myself to let things flow naturally, I think I feel much better when I try to think in a wider perspectives and not rigidly. Cause I know the harder I push things on, the bitter I would feel.

I believe he had a tough time trying to bare with me. :( Thinking back, I felt myself so stupid. The more I realize time flies, the more I wanna fill time with memories and appreciate every moment of us being together with friends around. Just realized that I haven't been utilizing my camera for quite some time. Talking about camwhore, hmm when was d last time I ever done that? We should do that more often *hint hint* ;)

Till then. x

at 3:09 AM

Talking bout food, anything that is served in buffet is the boyf's favourite. Hence, I thought why not a buffet dinner? I made the entire plan so mysterious no matter how he tried to trap me in blasting out them. All he know was to appear at my doorstep at 8pm muahaha. Love hanging his thoughts on and making him so ganjeong and curious about where were we heading throughout the journey. 8)

But as typical Malaysian, we arrived at the hotel so late. Like one hour left before it's closing time but, glad we managed to dine in. Cause that night was a full house and they scheduled me on the 18th, which is way so long after his birthday. I was so disappointed and decided to call again and insisted the host to get just two sits for us. I mean, she surely has the way to help right. We were reaching around 8ish common sense people will leave and there goes an available table ma! So talk talk talk, she said "well I'll see how can I help". Muahaha immediately an evil smile on my face. Eventually we really got the sits!

Both of us were like hungry zombie as we reached. Due to the limited time we left, we took almost everything a little bit here and there. Eventually, we reached our limit before the food is all cleared. Huge variety but the food tasted average, maybe that's why.

I wanted to have desserts after that but the stomach was really not allowing so home it is!

The following night he had another celebration with the gang. First time trying out korean bbq! Hmm I just had korean food as lunch with college buddies today too hahah. That night was more like a gathering night again, so much laughters and felt just great as usual.

with 3 golden flowers 8)

Failed ads for the yummy choc .__.

This is so epic. All shiny face adding together can goreng nasi alr XD

Was cravings for snowflakes but the shop was closed as we reached! >:( So we decided to drop by Pavilion for ice cream hahah. Chilled awhile and off we go. That night I laid on bed and felt mission completed fuhh~ Right now have to start saving again for our upcoming year end trip. Hopefully! :))

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)