I know it is difficult for us to find a friend who understands us well. who shares the good and bad times with us. who never judges us. who will always be there for us whenever we need or not help. who gives us advices and brings us back on track when we made mistakes. who gives us supports whenever we need them. and so on so forth.

This is what we called as a-true-friend. I personally think that it is difficult for us to find one in our life. For me, I still don't have any so far. For all this while, i've been being so envious. by looking at the others who has strong bonded friendship between them.

Some things happened and had hit me deeply today. It hurts. It feels so not good. and im still stuck within it now.

I might looks that I do not mind,

but it really hurts.

and had me thinking over bout our friendship again.

Sometimes I really wonder,

if i really exixts and plays an important role in you?

Because I don't see it.