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at 12:53 AM

Had our second outing today :) Twice in a week! and I'm seriously BROKE now! It might be our last outing, u know, SPM!!! :/ but who knows rite? We're always up for fun ahah.

Went back my working place too. But unfortunately, they went for lunch. ERGH. GOOD TIMING LAH. So, i just pass the biscuits to Kak Zaidah. Not long later, received a call from them ;D At that moment, I actually felt loved. It was so nice to hear their voices again. I didn't expect them to call me though. For me, two of them are like my big brother and sister. I couldn't explain why. But yeah, that happened, in such a short period.

And now, i'm feeling so guilty and regret. I should have paid them a visit! Imagine, both of them called and sent me messages. asking me to go back to the shop again. AND I FREAKING SAID... I CANNOT! WTFFFF.

at 10:32 PM

Happy Chinese NIU Year! :)

Wishing all of you a great year ahead, with good health and good wealth :)

Well, I'm a bit late :/ but late better than nothing. So yeah, today is the third day of CNY. and I freaking stayed at home for the whole day. First day was not bad. Woke up early and relatives came visit. And I realized that I am so not suitable to be a vegetarian. I had all 3 meals as a vegetarian on that day itself. Just after my heavy breakfast, then its lunch time. And there comes dinner. *pukes* Second day was kinda crazy though. We went to visit other relatives. Received a lot angpows and at the same time, ATE a lot tooo! I'm so going to gain weight. But u know, sometimes... when good food comes to you, you just couldn't refuse to have them all into your mouth :D

AND AND, today is also our ET aka teoeeleng's 17th birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAINNN, ET! :)

We hope you had fun with us. and really surprised :)

To me, this year's CNY isn't that happening compared to last few years. Sis started to work, bro joined the lion dance thingy and only back home at night. And so, he is now having sunburn like massively. sigh.

You know what? When others had gone through this long time ago, it is now FINALLY my 100th post :D

at 1:51 AM

I just hoped for a proper outing. in which everyone of us could just hang out and chill. You know, it has been nearly 2 years. Those excuses aren't an excuse to me anymore. For years the same fucking problem has been disturbing and stopping us from spending our time together. Come on, its time to change. No longer small kids okay. From the first day of school, i've been so annoyed with everything. Homework, teachers, friends. EVERYTHING. Things changed, people changed. I could feel the distance between us. They seem so close yet so far. Awkward takes place for most of the time, anytime & everywhere. We all know how it feels yet nothing could be done. Because we just don't know how. But who knows, perhaps I'm the only one who feels that way.

He says, when u're working, u'll definitely find a lot of nice people, but to find a good people, it isn't easy. That actually reminds me of my working days. There, I met both nice and good people. And thats what made me a tougher person now. Sometimes, we might have say something harsh without realizing. And you know, those words actually hurt the most. Especially from a close friend of yours. I've chosen to say nothing, to keep silent, because im truly hurt and do not want to give u any chances for your dramas. Just keep them to yourself.

Problems, bad thing or whatever u name it, please stay away from me.

I ain't superwoman, just an ordinary human as you.

I need spaces too, to breathe.

at 11:47 PM

Hello people! :)

I'm back blogging again, finally. Always wanted to blog but time just don't allow me to do so. Anyways, a whole lot of events happened during this period.

First of all, school has been reopened for a week. 5 days of school and the homework load are driving me crazy. Due to my still-in-holiday-mood attitude, I haven't been finish up the homework (which due on the following monday) given. So, yesterday was a hectic day for me. I've been rushing my homework all day, yet still unable to finish all of them in the end. though I stayed up till midnight. So yeah, I learnt the lesson. Do not do work last minute. That was bad, really really bad.

Last friday, I hang out with one of my working partner at TS right after school. Decided to go there by myself, so that my mum don't have to stuck in the traffic jam. Its been awhile since I last took a ride on train. So yeah, I just simply hentam ;) After I'd crossed the road, I was so lucky that the tooot fence by the roadside actually half fallen down and scratched on my face near my eye. I was like awake out of sudden. Then, it bleeds. Thank god it didn't kena my eye. Almost, but not yet.

On saturday, I woke up late and it felt so good :) school has been really tiring. In the evening, I went for my first bm tuition at a tuition centre recommended by my mum's friend. and guess who I met there? heheh just guess. Then, mum told that dad wouldn't be joining us for dinner. I was totally speechless after all. and so, I decided to go for CF's birthday party. Apparently, I was the latest there. Played water balloons and had our karaoke session. Then ciao-ed at 11 ish. That was his earlier birthday celebration. It actually falls on today. Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CF! :)

Honestly speaking, if I would have to choose between work and study, I would prefer to work. Study is a continuos process that happens throughout years, but work, everything that happens on that particular day, it ends there. When I get out to work, I'll miss school. ISH. I realized I'm getting lazier this year. and wtf, its my important year. Haih have to sort it out as soon as possible.

The fact is, I seriously hate certain unnecessary homework assigned fullstop >(

SPM, I'm so not ready yet.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)