A Place to Tell.

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at 6:30 PM

2nd place for march past. Not bad. The sore throat is once again back. Honey, i need you. :) Anyways, I just got back home. So tired now. The prolonged journey was really testing on our patience. Sweat all the way okay. and keep got lost. How frustrating.

Tomorrow's a holiday. Sadly, I need to go for dance practice. Talentime is on this coming thursday. Stayed back in school until 7pm yesterday. We did not really practice much though. I'm so worried seriously. I want this to at least turn out good man. What's worst now is that, my muscles are starting to complain. Sleep, I need you so badly lahh.

Sigh. Homework, here I come.

at 10:31 PM

Note: I'm now blogging this for the sake of expressing out my own feelings. Like it or not, its my blog, my say. Thank you.

I was once a desperado and so spirited to win this. Like the others, I have been so looking forward it and even don't want it to end so fast. I am supposed to feel excited for tomorrow. However, I've lost hope. In just one day, the feeling has gone, completely. The attitude has brought me to a stage where I need to keep my focus away, then non-stop reminding myself to stay strong each time I saw the fun in you. The past few days, I see everything clearly. everything. I see the inner you. In fact, I've noticed that earlier. It hurts so bad that I never thought that this would happen, for the term 'friendship' especially. Question marks are all over my head. I don't understand. I don't see the point. You know, how hard I've tried. To not fight over again, to not think about it, to let it be that way. But today, if u were in my shoes, please do tell me, how would you feel. I swear, the oh-its-okay answer is definitely a lie. The backups, I don't see that. What I saw was just, selfishness.

As for tomorrow, I will still do my part to my best. But now, for me, to win or not, it does not really matters. Because after all, the victory belongs to you.

Disappointed. It best explains my feeling right now. I swear, tomorrow would be the last day. Then, this part would be taken off from my memories.

at 8:00 PM

Another full sports practice today.

I was completely pissed off this morning. Right now, there are so many things stuck in my head. I do not know how to express them out anymore. I'm trying to be understanding but at the same time, I need you to know how we feel.

Honestly, I feel like giving up. I so wanna quit out.

If you're in the team, please do follow what has been told and stop complaining. If not, I would say, just leave. Thank you.

at 6:54 PM

Cheerleading Competition 09

Seladang won, for both campus.

WE salute you! :)

at 12:22 AM

March past practice today was rather tiring. Now that we all experienced and finally understand how those seniors felt, when their people don't listen/obey them. However, I personally think that we really need to be more patient in persuading them and to be nice to them (in which i really really lack of) in order for them to willing to listen and follow the instructions given.

We are supposed to have an assembly this morning but ended up being cancelled after almost-an-hour waiting in the hall. Then, we proceeded to our respective sports venue and started our march past practice. The part where the helangs and seladangs competing cheer against each other was really funny and silly. But people, thats the spirit. thats the semangat. :)

And now, I can feel the itchiness in my throat and I hope it wouldn't get worst tomorrow. At one point I felt like I was going to faint during the cheer practice. Lack of oxygen i guess. And I still think that our overall pitch is still so high, especially the form 1 girl behind me. Her pitch was directly proportional to the loudness of her voice. LOL physics X)

Sports rehearsals is tomorrow. I remembered last year, it was so yucky that the field was filled with water and my foot actually soaked. I'll just hope that the field is not so muddy tomorrow. Not to mention, that the cheerleading competition would be held tomorrow too! I'm just so nervous and excited now. Anyways, good luck to the cheerleaders from all four houses.

Special note to seladang cheerleaders, all the best and make us proud! :) PUMP IT UP!

at 11:08 PM

I truly understand how he felt and why he did that to him.

But again, it's all about rules.

Now, I am so worried. My heart is aching. sighh.

Gold bless for tomorrow. I hope everything will be okay.

at 9:53 PM

The bond is getting stronger and stronger everyday. I am just so HAPPY. Love you! <3

at 9:57 PM

Today is the last day of games carnival. It passes like in a blink of eye. Seriously, it just happened too too fast. Not to forget, its my lassst games carnival in high school. I swear, im so gonna miss this like nobody's business. :( Sports is fun! The spirit is like wow, no comment laah! XD

Frisbee is tiring, but FUN! ;D

at 8:28 PM

This girl, I’ve known her for almost five years. However, we get really really close only when we were in form 2. That year, we were in the same classes and sat next to each other in class. Somehow, a strong bonding formed between us very quickly. Soon, we, with 2 other friends formed a so-called gang. My first impression towards her was… cool. She does everything that she wants and the way she wants it to be. She was once been called as a happy-go-lucky person simply because her presence would never failed in bringing noises and laughter to us. Yes, it is also undeniable that she is really talented and creative, as in singing and handcraft thingy. Time passes and everything changed. We were separated in different class since form 3. Today, the bonding is still there. Perhaps more or less it gets loosen, compared to last time. You know, I always have this weird feeling. I feel like as if I’ve owed her. For every word that I said, they seemed just so wrong. Yeah, I don’t know why. In daily life, she has helped me a lot in many ways. Each time when I seek help from her, I feel sorry. I feel bad. for causing all sorts of inconvenience and problem.

All this has been actually kept in the bottom of my heart for some time. What I could do now, is by expressing them here. I just don’t have the guts to actually tell you this in real life. If I ever said or done anything that hurts your feeling, I’m truly sorry.

Today, 3^rd of april. You turned seventeen! :) Wishing you all the best in everything. Play hard, study hard. You just have the potential in you. You know, we know. So yeah, hope u had a great birthday! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

at 12:03 AM

Today is a past. And we shall let it be.

Fellow seladangs, we can still fix this. We can still WIN.

Don't give up, just keep the spirit going. :)

1st of april. I don't really feel the fooling people going around in school today. Everyone was busybusy with games carnival I guess. Anyways, Happy April Fool :).

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)