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at 12:13 AM

CAS Award is really driving me crazy. I've put so much hope on this. I was over confident that I never thought I would slipped off. Today, when I knew that I am not in the list of Top Tenth Percentile 2008, my worry just increased to its maximum. Afraid that I'm not qualify again for the award this year. Then, disappointment comes in. I kept thinking of this that I barely concentrate on Mr.V's lesson. Same goes to Canadian Mathematics Competition, I'm just one more question away to distinction. Because of this one mark, I lost a certificate and 75 points to be added into my academic session. I wonder why am always a step away from succeeding. It's so near, yet so far.

We had Chemistry Quiz today. It was tough. In fact, we should've know the solution for every questions. Because they're all covered before. Somehow, no revision's done. So, the easy questions ended up turning into difficult ones. After finishing the test, my mood has turned slightly down actually. Just couldn't bear with my mistakes. That makes me even worried of my SPM.

Birthday is two days away. I don't know why but there's always a feeling of disliking the day to arrive. But of course, when family and friends celebrating with us, we feel just more than enough. As for this year, they wanted to make a day out for my celebration. I was happy, glad, touched when I heard they actually planning for an outing on my big day. But when all sorts of problems occur, it's really frustating and memafankan. That I would just choose to cancel it. I'll just let it go with the flow.

Studies, am so worried and depressed on. I need guidance. Anyone?

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)