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at 11:35 PM

Accounts finally over today. A big relief really. I did not sleep well yesterday night. Have been waking up in shock for few times. I'm soo tired that this happens. So I came back from school today, ate something, and there I went to my bed. Slept for almost 4 hours and now I'm fully charged! hahaha imagine what time I'm going to sleep tonight. hmm. Will be having only est paper tomorrow. So I'm rather relax now. I just can't wait till thursday to be over. By then I shall feel even happier. :)

Bye accounts, and hi biology. (my all time fav subject, NOT!)

at 3:04 AM

Have been waking up at noon everyday during this holiday. So pathetic! But today seemed a little different. :)

Reached leng's house in the afternoon to make sushi bread and pudding. A very random plan! And as usual, jas made us waited her for another hour. Everything was done just nicely on time before the tuition teacher came. But jas did almost everything. hahaha what we did were just, looked and helped out. So yeah, the outcomes! ;D

Right after the tuition, I had dinner at BarBQ Plaza in times square. With my sis and bro! hahaha, another happy thing. Talking about food, I'm beyond words to express my feelings. Because I can finally eat, after 5 days. Fuuh. I'm so touched to have rice again. Life seemed so dull without food, seriously.

As of now, its 3 in the morning. I'm surprisingly still not feeling sleepy. Can't wait for the breakfast tomorrow! with mum. :D

2 days to exam mode. Shit.

at 2:12 AM

Holidays.

Despite spending my time on tv shows and sleep, I've done nothing much so far. Ah, such lifeless me. Mummy has been incredibly busy with her stuffs, that I hardly see her at home. And then life seems a little different with her absence, as if something is missing. Nah, I'm gonna get used to the change in the family. :)

Time flies, yes. I remember the joy I had on thursday, when we knew that the next day is a holiday. In a blink of eyes, today is the sixth day of my holiday. I did study, in a very slow progress. Seriously, I'm so bored of studying the same damn subject again and again. hahaha anyways, it's nice to know that my friends are actually suffering from boredom and and, dying for biology too. XD

I'm hoping a change in my life. :)

at 11:39 PM

I cried because I finally understand.

And i think,

you should feel happy.

For I accept the truth, and leave the love behind.

at 5:21 PM

I'm back alive! :D

at 2:00 AM

Exams have been driving me really crazy. Especially when I need to deal with the subjects that I dislike. I just can't seem to get myself into my study. The worst thing is, I wasted my time over the weekend. I wanted to study, the books were there, but I couldn't focus on them. So frustrating!

Sometimes, I really hope that I could accept the others for their personalities and attitudes. Why bother so much right? But I can't. And all these things have been twisting in my head, again and again. Recently, I discovered myself to be a little too much of psycho. And it's affecting me so much. I really need to get out of this trap. I'm tired of thinking and wondering, then hating for who they're. So pointless, and wasting time. Hatred has been developing on its own in me without my realization. And at the same time, becoming hot tempered too.

Anyhow,

I'm still trying to control my feelings and keep myself calm. Time is all I need at this moment. I'm tired of wasting time, of thinking the unnecessary things. I'm enough with all the hatred.

It's 2 in the morning now. Having physics paper tomorrow. Just when my confident is back in this subject, your harsh words has demotivated me just like that. Thanks for the 'advises'.

Damn, my emotional days again.

at 12:36 AM

8 days of exams, 19 papers. My brain is said to be system down now. Too lazy for anything. I'm so impressed with myself that I'm still alive after one whole week of sleeping 4 hours every night. Both my ass and neck are so painful for sitting too long during the exams. What the hell right? hahah.

Today is the shittest exam day. I don't think I did well in all the 3 papers. I just gave up. When we were given the short-cuts in study, I didn't even bother to study. Yet regret after everything is over. Fuck.

So, the war goes on for another 2 weeks. Fuhh. I'm beyond exhaustion.

All the best people!

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)