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at 2:00 AM

Exams have been driving me really crazy. Especially when I need to deal with the subjects that I dislike. I just can't seem to get myself into my study. The worst thing is, I wasted my time over the weekend. I wanted to study, the books were there, but I couldn't focus on them. So frustrating!

Sometimes, I really hope that I could accept the others for their personalities and attitudes. Why bother so much right? But I can't. And all these things have been twisting in my head, again and again. Recently, I discovered myself to be a little too much of psycho. And it's affecting me so much. I really need to get out of this trap. I'm tired of thinking and wondering, then hating for who they're. So pointless, and wasting time. Hatred has been developing on its own in me without my realization. And at the same time, becoming hot tempered too.

Anyhow,

I'm still trying to control my feelings and keep myself calm. Time is all I need at this moment. I'm tired of wasting time, of thinking the unnecessary things. I'm enough with all the hatred.

It's 2 in the morning now. Having physics paper tomorrow. Just when my confident is back in this subject, your harsh words has demotivated me just like that. Thanks for the 'advises'.

Damn, my emotional days again.

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