A Place to Tell.

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at 3:28 AM

hahaha our apartment party was a success! So together, so memorable. I swear, so many plans were cancelled out just like that because of this and that. I'm already missing my friends! and the moments we had in kl. From PS3ing to having 'snow'time in pavilion, dinner together to swimming in the pool at 12am, having champagne on our hands at the pool side to twister-ing ourselves in twister, having super late supper to playing master mind to kill our sleeping time, going gym at 7am to having simple yet yummy breakfast prepared by mr ko, first time photobooth-ing infront of a machine to opening the early christmas pressie! and the list goes on and on! We should have taken more pictures. I miss every little things there now, like seriously.

I might not look like, but deeply I'm so scared. Because I don't know whether we'll stay as close as this in the future. Prom is coming real soon. And it makes me feel more like our last meet. Well prom... leng couldn't attend. Another absent. This happens everytime! Should I just say, fate?

Anyways, I'm grateful enough for us coming back home safe and good. To be honest, I always feel as if I'm the youngest among the group and have big brothers and sisters taking care of whenever I complain. Thank you for all that. I felt loved. I apology if I've said anything heart aching. Love you! :)

So today, I bought my prom dress and all. Quite satisfy and glad that I found one. And tomorrow spending another day out again. AND on sunday, there we go jasssss! I just couldn't wait. Have been staying outside the house since spm end. I really need to clean my books soon. SPM makes me feel disconnected with many people. I still owe them an outing. Not to mention, my dad is already asking me to learn driving as soon as possible. They say the exam is easy, but it feels like another spm for me.

You might know, you might not know. It has been too long, that I don't understand my feelings anymore. And I don't know to tell the truth is a right decision. Because either way doesn't seem like a solution to me. That's the reason I stay. And letting it go with the flow. If you feel something, no doubt, its you.

It's 3 in the morning and I wish I was in my sweet dreams now. hmm.

Nights!

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)