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at 9:09 PM

Baby,

You put me on top of the world when I'm with you. Sometimes the great moments we had just slipped off my grab no matter how tight I hold on to every second of it. I wish I could stop the time and let memories take its place, but I couldn't as time keeps tickling round the clock itself. But no worries baby, because they'll stay deep down at a corner of my heart forever. Neither forgotten nor erased.

We've just made it through our first month.

ily, bee. <3

at 5:20 PM

Things have been going real bad recently. Everything I do just don't seem in the right path. Just when I thought I'm starting to love my life, I realised the new environment and the people around me are somehow still fresh. I don't feel I belong to where I supposed to be. I feel as if I don't fit in anymore. I might not look as what I feel, but to tell the truth, I'm totally freaked out inside. People are different, and I'm still not used to the changes. For me, friends should be treated sincerely, but sometimes being too nice becomes a torture. Perhaps I've always been the one. The thing is, why bother doing so when your kindness is not well appreciated by the others. At the end of the day, who are the sincere friends who actually stay by your side giving support whenever you need them? I'm sick of this fucking nonsense. I'd enough.

Plenty of things running in my head lately. I'm stuck between finishing work due and hanging out with friends. Mum was right. Now I'm over tired. I need a break. But who cares? This week and the coming weeks are all about assignments, presentations and final. Everyone's on the run and I should not pace back as well. This is life, right? fuck it.

As of today, english was bad. Both quizzes that I've sitted were bad. and yes, it was the worst thing of all. Been wondering why am I being such a failure recently.

I've no idea why my life is turning so dull all in sudden. When I'm with the important people in my life, I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I could just feel myself easily. I need you guys. Like seriously. You know who you are. ;(

at 6:25 PM

Hey readers! I guess its my first time ever abandoning my blog for such a long period. Truly sorry! At least my lazy fingers finally willing to start updating now. hee ;)

Had been so busy with mid term then assignments then presentations for the past 2 weeks. Got back the results for mid term and as expected, am not satisfy with them. The proudest one so far is ms whereas finite is the biggest disappointment. 2 more results upcoming actually but nah, both hopeless. I guess the lazy days after mid term has come to an end now as the whole new cycle for the remaining of this semester is coming through our way again. Shall stay away from fun, and really study hard for final. Time do flies. In a month time, i'm no longer the noobie junior in college. hee.

Am real exhausted these days and no matter how long I sleep, it's still not enough. I miss those days when I used to sleep till mid day. And now, those days are gone. pfft.

Till then.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)