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at 5:20 PM

Things have been going real bad recently. Everything I do just don't seem in the right path. Just when I thought I'm starting to love my life, I realised the new environment and the people around me are somehow still fresh. I don't feel I belong to where I supposed to be. I feel as if I don't fit in anymore. I might not look as what I feel, but to tell the truth, I'm totally freaked out inside. People are different, and I'm still not used to the changes. For me, friends should be treated sincerely, but sometimes being too nice becomes a torture. Perhaps I've always been the one. The thing is, why bother doing so when your kindness is not well appreciated by the others. At the end of the day, who are the sincere friends who actually stay by your side giving support whenever you need them? I'm sick of this fucking nonsense. I'd enough.

Plenty of things running in my head lately. I'm stuck between finishing work due and hanging out with friends. Mum was right. Now I'm over tired. I need a break. But who cares? This week and the coming weeks are all about assignments, presentations and final. Everyone's on the run and I should not pace back as well. This is life, right? fuck it.

As of today, english was bad. Both quizzes that I've sitted were bad. and yes, it was the worst thing of all. Been wondering why am I being such a failure recently.

I've no idea why my life is turning so dull all in sudden. When I'm with the important people in my life, I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I could just feel myself easily. I need you guys. Like seriously. You know who you are. ;(

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)