A Place to Tell.

stories to share.

at 7:50 PM

Since the day I met you, no matter how sad or moody I am, I'll cheer up in a short while. Because I know I have you with me whenever I'm alone, whenever I feel isolated. The not-in-the-mood sort of feeling has left me long ago and I barely remember how it feels like. But at this moment, I have no idea why I feel so helpless again. The way you act, the way you say, they seem familiar. It happened on me before. But what surprised me is that you are the one who did that this time. I don't know, maybe you want me to know how it feels to act that way or in whatever way you name that as.. karma.

My way of life is simple. I don't need fakers. No one likes in fact. They can have plenty of dramas in their life in front of anyone at all. When it happens on me, as long as I don't get offended, I'm fine with it. I'll still get along with whatever drama it is. I may seem naive, but I could see everything clearly deep inside, just as you do. I know the trick that you are trying to present, the actual meaning of your every say. It's just that you and I are both pretending in a different way. I would rather keep quiet because I don't want these to ruin the friendship that we have made. But you know, everyone has the limit. I have been letting go and ignoring those awkward moments that you made all this while. All I wish for is just a sincere friendship. Is that too much to ask for? Or am I the one who actually over sensitive about?

I have a lot to tell, but the thing is I don't know where to start and I don't know what has actually gone wrong. Everything crashed on me all in sudden that I'm kinda lost my way. But anyway, these annoying things will eventually vanished soon.

I feel like going somewhere far far away on my own.

at 9:56 PM

I was never a football craze, but world cup has turn me into one. Because its something that everyone in the world is so crazy about within this month. I hadn't get a chance to watch the matches earlier since life was really hectic in the past few weeks. Though assignments and all are still crashing all over my head, how could I manage to miss these few matches when its so near to final? You know, its once in 4 years.

Despite the quiz that B and I had today, the germany supporters gathered together for the match at midnite yesterday. B was the only odd one among us who supported spain together with Jassie, on team VILLA too. She was with us- mentally(LOL!). We went from moral to facebook, from chocolate to campbell soup, from monopoly to... sleep! Four of us were so smart that we decided to take a short nap 30 minutes before the match starts. Guess what? Everyone was sleeping so soundly, till leng woke us up in her raised voice, "ITS 3AM!" The next second, we jumped up (except youknowwho).

The match was filled with excitement, frustration and still FRUSTRATION! Especially when spain score the first goal in the second half of the match. B was the only one "GOALLLLLLL-ing" happily while the other 3 poor little germanists went "OWWWWHHHH" with disappointment. You know, heartache. Even till the last few minutes of the match, I didn't give up. Was still hoping for at least a score from germany. I watched the repeat version of the first 20 minutes I missed yesterday. and I think germany played not bad at the beginning. But second half was like, hmm.

So, spain won. Good game though. I'm still feeling a little upset that germany couldn't make their way up to final. But its okay, I'll still support klose and the banana goalkeeper! See u again on sat! :)

Not sure which side to pick for final. Holland maybe? Because spain defeated germany. >(

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)