A Place to Tell.

stories to share.

at 7:50 PM

Since the day I met you, no matter how sad or moody I am, I'll cheer up in a short while. Because I know I have you with me whenever I'm alone, whenever I feel isolated. The not-in-the-mood sort of feeling has left me long ago and I barely remember how it feels like. But at this moment, I have no idea why I feel so helpless again. The way you act, the way you say, they seem familiar. It happened on me before. But what surprised me is that you are the one who did that this time. I don't know, maybe you want me to know how it feels to act that way or in whatever way you name that as.. karma.

My way of life is simple. I don't need fakers. No one likes in fact. They can have plenty of dramas in their life in front of anyone at all. When it happens on me, as long as I don't get offended, I'm fine with it. I'll still get along with whatever drama it is. I may seem naive, but I could see everything clearly deep inside, just as you do. I know the trick that you are trying to present, the actual meaning of your every say. It's just that you and I are both pretending in a different way. I would rather keep quiet because I don't want these to ruin the friendship that we have made. But you know, everyone has the limit. I have been letting go and ignoring those awkward moments that you made all this while. All I wish for is just a sincere friendship. Is that too much to ask for? Or am I the one who actually over sensitive about?

I have a lot to tell, but the thing is I don't know where to start and I don't know what has actually gone wrong. Everything crashed on me all in sudden that I'm kinda lost my way. But anyway, these annoying things will eventually vanished soon.

I feel like going somewhere far far away on my own.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)