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at 2:06 AM

Karma?

What I am feeling now is maybe how you felt back then. This has been bothering me for quite some time. But I chose to avoid the topic because I didn't want to fail any of the plans that you've made. I might be the one acting over sensitive. No worries. :)

On the other note, I feel my life so dull and fail for the very first time. It feels like nothing turns out the way I want it to be after all the efforts. It feels like I can't even handle myself. It feels like I'm a total failure in life. Plenty of things I'm considering at. Previously, I was so down over friends. Just when it is turning much better now, other problems started to pop out. What I'm doing now, is just spreading partial of my focus into something interesting and something that has to do with my life, my future. But in one week time, everything else changes too. The rope is like loosen up, and I'm left behind floating alone in the middle of nowhere. No, I really can't take this anymore. I just notice, the more I say, the more complicated things are, the more people I hurt. Myself and here are the best place somehow.

Sorry, ngok.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)