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at 2:37 AM

Finally submitted my final assignment yesterday! Seriously, I realize turnitin makes life so miserable. My way of getting real low percentage of plagiarism is not only to paraphrase the sentences, but doing as many citations as possible. Of course citing it appropriately. Else, the paper will turn out brackets name year everywhere. All that left now is a 3 days final exams in a week away.

Well, today is the first day of study break and basically I spent whole day browsing Youtube. Notice that I wasn't a big fans of Youtube back then but now I realize almost everything is in there! Besides spending time on videos/tutorials, I also did comparisons on several cosmetics accessories over a number of brands online. I'm in huge dilemma now, about which one to get and so on so forth. The products look superb tempting, and so are the prices. Gotta seriously do surveys and comparison on prices in the market. While doing so, I gotta seriously get $$$ first. So many things I have wanted and wished for all this while, but this is something on top of my list. One day I'll be in touch with them with my bare hand.... with tears rolling down my cheeks muahahaha! ;D

Wookay it's almost 3am and I shall calm the excitement that I'm having. Looking forward for another shopping day tml! Stay tuned till next post! ;)

P/S: Did I say I'm having s.t.u.d.y b.r.e.a.k? :X

at 2:46 PM

Thank goodness I went through the hard times. Taking nap in the evening has almost been eliminated from my dictionary. As of now, there's one final assignment to be done - anthropology. ERGH

Life has been super dull lately. There is a saying that says, there will be no disappointment when we do not have expectation. My question is, how do we improve self if we do not expect? Neither ways will do cause they both contradict.

I didn't present myself best in any way. Family, love, friends... three unbalanced elements. Getting in a relationship in the past one year has made me so dependent to the other half. Until recently, getting to drive to school myself and not having him around me most of the time have me feeling independent again. Every night I refresh back on what have I done for the day. And the answer always appear awful. Each time I wanna throw my complains, I remind myself to not being selfish. I should have learnt to accept and forgive over other's mistakes. Ha, I did, maybe no one ever know.

My mind confuses me most of the time. I see things both side; good and bad. At the end of the day, I'm confused, I didn't know which way should I go. And I let the devil takes me along. I can be ignorant to the changes for a while, but I'll have to accept the reality eventually. I've been living through every day aimlessly and meaningless... where are all the dreams and hopes?

It's not easy to express feelings fully in words. Above are the pieces of here and there. Anyway, here's a song by Avril Lavigne that I'm very into lately. Her latest album has quite a number of nice songs. To me, she has a strong personality. I'd always love looking at her haha. Click on the play button! ;)

at 6:56 PM

Hi friends!

I finally got to watch Kungfu Panda 2 before its screening in cinema officially ended last week. The boyf is very obsessed with the panda. It feels so cute to have a guy who is so crazy over a cartoon character. Ahahaha I even think that he look quite alike to the panda. Agree? But the tigress and Po's dad are my favorite. She was so manly portrayed and the father was just very lovely. If I'm not mistaken, Mcdonald's has little panda in their happy meal is it? ;)

Besides that, uni has been so tiring recently. I spent six days working on a leadership report, and it was my first time handed in the assignment one day early before due date. One word, awesome! Then been studying for anthro quiz, which I probably didn't performed well. Me and min can't stop laughing at the funky answers we wrote. What to do? The lecturer says there are no specific answers, as long as they make sense to him. Lols. And after the test, I tried so hard to keep myself awake and concentrate in his classes. Dunwanna phail in final ahh! He was also very flexible. It's like the light at the end of tunnel when he allows us to hand in his course assignment anytime before final exam starts. Where to get chances like this tell me! But again, we procrastinate. XD I plan to work on it after rushing our quantitative group report. Last but not least, there is a quiz coming up next week, and one last leadership group report due on the following week. Then! It's finals and a month holidays there I go! Muahahahha, but before I get there, I've to survive through all these works now.

Still planning what to do during the long break. Hopefully time will not be wasted! One of it is to attend this make up workshop from milkadeal. BUT! I missed it. I planned to purchase the deal today but it's.... closed. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! So heart broken right now. t___________t

I wanna meet up with friends. It's been really long! We shall go on a trip! Somewhere... near maybe. Haha alrite! Back to work now.

Byee!

at 5:13 AM

I behaved like an idiot when mum dropped me off at uni this morning. It has been weeks. I remember how my eyes were swollen up that morning. I thought I've accepted the fact. But no, the feeling of uneasy and anger still comes about whenever the topic hits me. Today hasn't been a good day. I was hoping for a support, mentally. I'm really tired of thinking and suppressing my inner feelings everyday. Looking at the circumstances, I'm sad to say that I'm getting so sensitive and particular about love.

Perhaps I'm the only one who see it differently. Both siblings are working towards their goals and chasing their dreams. I have faith they'll eventually succeed because they don't put backdoors. I want to be like them but I give excuses to myself. I guess that's why I still fail. Everything happened recently have me lost my direction in life. I've been distracted much by all the negative says and thoughts revolving around everyday. I need positive energy and hope to remind about my direction and goals in life again. Yes, the reminder because we gives up too easily. Sometimes I'll feel angry at myself for that.

Its June. Anyone here have striken out anything on your wishlist yet? I'm currently almost crazy staying up late night working on leadership assignment. I've been changing my choice of leaders again and again. Its very frustrating... On a side note, I haven't been hanging out very much lately. Feels so unusual from last year. Close friends are all busy with working, assignments and exams. As of coll friends, classes end at 6pm everyday tell me this is not saddening. Pfft

It's 5 in the morning now gawd. I shall clear my mind outta all these problems and get back to my research.

Have a nice day!

at 4:18 PM

There's no turning back

I'll give everything I have

Cause it's my destiny.

I won't stay on the ground;

I'll fight till forever, never say never.

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)