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at 5:13 AM

I behaved like an idiot when mum dropped me off at uni this morning. It has been weeks. I remember how my eyes were swollen up that morning. I thought I've accepted the fact. But no, the feeling of uneasy and anger still comes about whenever the topic hits me. Today hasn't been a good day. I was hoping for a support, mentally. I'm really tired of thinking and suppressing my inner feelings everyday. Looking at the circumstances, I'm sad to say that I'm getting so sensitive and particular about love.

Perhaps I'm the only one who see it differently. Both siblings are working towards their goals and chasing their dreams. I have faith they'll eventually succeed because they don't put backdoors. I want to be like them but I give excuses to myself. I guess that's why I still fail. Everything happened recently have me lost my direction in life. I've been distracted much by all the negative says and thoughts revolving around everyday. I need positive energy and hope to remind about my direction and goals in life again. Yes, the reminder because we gives up too easily. Sometimes I'll feel angry at myself for that.

Its June. Anyone here have striken out anything on your wishlist yet? I'm currently almost crazy staying up late night working on leadership assignment. I've been changing my choice of leaders again and again. Its very frustrating... On a side note, I haven't been hanging out very much lately. Feels so unusual from last year. Close friends are all busy with working, assignments and exams. As of coll friends, classes end at 6pm everyday tell me this is not saddening. Pfft

It's 5 in the morning now gawd. I shall clear my mind outta all these problems and get back to my research.

Have a nice day!

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)