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at 2:46 PM

Thank goodness I went through the hard times. Taking nap in the evening has almost been eliminated from my dictionary. As of now, there's one final assignment to be done - anthropology. ERGH

Life has been super dull lately. There is a saying that says, there will be no disappointment when we do not have expectation. My question is, how do we improve self if we do not expect? Neither ways will do cause they both contradict.

I didn't present myself best in any way. Family, love, friends... three unbalanced elements. Getting in a relationship in the past one year has made me so dependent to the other half. Until recently, getting to drive to school myself and not having him around me most of the time have me feeling independent again. Every night I refresh back on what have I done for the day. And the answer always appear awful. Each time I wanna throw my complains, I remind myself to not being selfish. I should have learnt to accept and forgive over other's mistakes. Ha, I did, maybe no one ever know.

My mind confuses me most of the time. I see things both side; good and bad. At the end of the day, I'm confused, I didn't know which way should I go. And I let the devil takes me along. I can be ignorant to the changes for a while, but I'll have to accept the reality eventually. I've been living through every day aimlessly and meaningless... where are all the dreams and hopes?

It's not easy to express feelings fully in words. Above are the pieces of here and there. Anyway, here's a song by Avril Lavigne that I'm very into lately. Her latest album has quite a number of nice songs. To me, she has a strong personality. I'd always love looking at her haha. Click on the play button! ;)

Currently nineteen. Still figuring out about life, still have phobia on snakes. Favourite quotes: 'Dare to dream big, work them out by Z-A.' Know me better through my personal space here. :)