It feels like many friends around me have all gone overseas for further studies. Right after the day we sent off the uni mates, it's unbelievable to see MORE people whom I know were flying off one by one. It's strange that this thing actually hit me hard that I've been thinking about it every night before bed this week. Anyway, second week of class seems all good so far. I'm determined to not to be late to class and to stay awake. Though I missed the first week of lectures, things like timetable and books are all fully in control now. I foresee a hard time rushing due dates almost every week. 4 psych subjs can actually considered as heavy depending on what subject they are. But the 5 that I'm taking currently is no joke I guess? Looking at the assessments, I see a lot of trouble and problem coming. Hopefully the girls in my team are all geared up! :D

I didn't realize I have been earning through my hard works in the past one year plus. One day while I was taking train to work, I notice everything, everything on me was spent on myself. Well except the shoe and bag were my bday present. Weird that I didn't feel proud, the feeling was just no words to describe. I'm happy for my parents. Guess they would too.. But at this moment, I'm starting to feel end-of-world and a lil terrified when I notice this month will be my last income coming in. Looking at the due dates in my diary makes me doubt whether I would have enough time and energy to go for part time. Which my sister strongly recommended me not to. I know my limit, but this wouldn't stop me from considering the alternatives I have. People may disagree with this but I'm a strong believer in nothing is impossible as long as we want it to be. Our will is one strong element yo.

Those kind of sum up the thought and feelings I have currently. Will be coming back more frequent! Good day ahead to everyone at diff corner of the world. :)