Had to admit that I've become so much stronger, so does my point of view and expectations towards life and my future. What I have gone through caused me to be at my maximum endurance level that I decided I need to put a full stop to what I am doing and live the life of a student and a teenager. Enjoy good food, good movies, hang outs, outdoor activities, and just being so hardcore and strive in studies. Perhaps more time in spending quality time with family and the boyfriend as well.

Problem is I never been able to put a stop because situation does not allow, timing is not right, and things are well planned ahead that I need to keep stepping forward. And to ensure everything is in place, first I need an super extreme great plan and strategies to solve all my frustration and to address all my consideration...

Till then.